OhHeyIt'sCharlene

Where should I start? Hmm… it’s been… i don’t know, a year since I’ve posted anything here. Well, hell lots of things happened in this period of time. I’ve cried I’ve laughed I’ve went out of my mind, I’ve partied too much, I’ve been experiencing so much changes in life which is, of course a good thing.

First of all, my life changed, completely. Atleast that’s what I think. Life’s been throwing so much shit at me. Been through things that made me think that I’ve got no life at all. Lol. But I am proud of who I am becoming now and starting to appreciate every single thing and people around me. Thanks to my parents for being so patient, they never give up on me and that made me who I am today.

It all started after I was sent to further my studies in a small town called Sunderland in north east England. An amazing peaceful place even though most people would call it a shithole but I guess I wouldn’t say it that way. I find it really relaxing being here. If I ever needed something much more happening, Newcastle is only 20 minutes away by metro anyway. This is my first time being so far away from home. It has been 8 months now and I’m still surviving. Lmao. I am currently a student in university of Sunderland taking undergraduate in mass communication. Studying and being in the media has always been a dream for me. So here I am trying to gain knowledge with open hands and giving myself much more opportunities to get a better job in the future. Of course, provided if I do good here.

Not to forget, I am committed to an individual that plays a really big role and a big impact in my life and that individual would be my girlfriend. She is the most amazing girl ive known. Well, as you all know, relationship has its ups and downs and it will never be perfect, but Im glad we went through it and here we are, we made it through for over a year. Honestly, I never thought I could last this long with this amazing yet beautiful girl. It all started with a simple hello just about a year ago at her work place, thats where we first met. I still remember her flawless smile, her beautiful big eyes, her sexy body and her cute dimples, gosh… She is just way too gorgeous. Her swag, her attitude drew me closer to her. I honestly thought I’d never be in love again after a bad break up with my ex. Guess this flawless looking chick proved me wrong.

I’ve gone through so much with my baby. Things went pretty well at first and it started to get messy after awhile but I guess it’s back on track now. I know baby I have done things that made you feel disappointed, mad and things that made u feel confused about me. And I am truly sorry. But because of you, I feel like myself now and I am able to be myself when I’m with you. Never in my life I feel the need to always be by your side or to be really committed to someone, I know baby we’re million miles apart, but I promise you that we will get together again. I’m doing my best here to get our life together babygirl. I know it’s crazy huh, I know I’m still young, but I’ve decided to spend the rest of my life with you. I want to build something so amazing that we could be happy together everyday. When you’re by my side again, i promise you baby, I’ll make sure that you will never ever leave my sight anymore and I promise you I would make you the happiest girl ever than you are before. You showed me so much in life that I am so grateful to have you here with me. I love you more than you would ever know.

I love you baby. You are my baby, my life, my future and the reason why I wake up smiling everyday because I know that you’re by my side. So many things changed in my life and you’re a part of it. I promise you I will never let you down. I love you, my baby, always have and always will. Take this heart of mine and keep it forever. Life’s too short to be wasting around with someone else when i can spend it with you.

I love you to bits, girlfriend.
Always and forever.

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— Aristotle

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